Baby dust

So my OPK kits came with a little pouch of pink, blue, silver, and purple confetti. This is baby dust. Hope is good. Disappointment is bad. I am driven by hope these two weeks in waiting. With 3 days left. Only time will tell.

I feel crazy. I am having a hard time expressing my feelings about these last few days before AF is due to arrive. Maggie is being a great friend letting me talk to her about my thoughts and I hope she feels the same about me. I would like to think I'm nauseous because I'm expecting. I would like to think my temp dipped because of implantation. I would like to think that pregnancy test today had the most finest, finest positive. I would like to think my cervix is soft and high because Im expecting. Your mind and heart can play games with you...

On God's time and by God's grace.