So its not completely real yet, but I made an appointment for next week. I am trying to make myself be happy about the positive today and yesterday regardless of how everything else plays out. I think I will keep taking HPT until my appointment just to see the line get darker. As far as how I feel, I feel nothing & that is different. By this time every cycle I am usually bloated with sore boobs. I have been humbled & I am thankful.
I will be saying an extra prayer tonight for our friends who are happy for us, but I honestly want Maggie and Jason to be pregnant just as much as I want it for us. So we will celebrate our victories & mourn our losses & keep pushing forward.
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